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11 wished you cared

[19 May 2004|12:00pm]
today was my last day.
sophomore year sucked.
it was much more fun
being a freshman.
believe it or not.

1 wished you cared

happy birthday best friend. [29 Apr 2004|12:07am]



happy 16th birthday, alysia!!!!!!





her livejournal is txtmsgbrkups everyone go comment and tell her happy birthday now!!!!!



happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday uh.lee.sha,
happy birthday to you!!!!




i heartyoutons. have a great birthday!!!

1 wished you cared

[11 Apr 2004|02:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Happy Easter everyone.


I haven't updated this journal in a while. I usually just update my other one. drunkconfession so if any of yall miss my post or anything you need to add that journal.

14 wished you cared

............... [31 Mar 2004|11:44am]
[ mood | depressed ]

"No one or nothing is going to be able to ruin this trip for me. =) I will not be back til the next Saturday or maybe even Sunday."



I thought spring break was going to go good. Mine has been nothing but a disaster. Friday we leave for the beach. We get there around midnight. Saturday go layout and go hang out on the strip. Then this gang of black guys attack me and Alysia, more or less Alysia though. One walks up and grabs my butt, and i'm like what the crap are you doing. Then this other one taps me on the shoulder and keeps asking me my age and if i would marry him and if i would give him my cell number and if he is too old for me like 500x's. Then I turn around and there is this black guy laying on the ground looking up Alysia's skirt. She doesn't know it so i push her out of the way and then this other one pulls her skirt up so we grab this white guys arm that is standing beside us and start running. Then the black people all got in this one parking lot. there was probably like 500 of them and they get in this huge fight and hit this guy in the face with a bat. I have never in my life seen sooo many at the beach. Go to some guy's hotel room for a while, then go ride on the strip some more with these people from Pratville. The next day we go out on the beach, and then that night me and Alysia aren't allowed to go anywhere because we are disrespectful? I'm really not sure what we did. Still have yet to figure that one out. Then Monday everything is a-okay again and we go to the beach and hang out and about get burnt. Get my grandmother to come pick us up. Go home get ready to go out. Go out. Get in the car with these boys from Mobile and ride down the strip and go to their beach house were their

PARENTS

are at. Hang out there. Walk up and down the beach with them. Then we get them to take us back to where I am suppose to meet my father at. Well, my father sees us get out of their car. Throws a fit. Makes me and Alysia call our mothers. Well Alysia's father was down there so he came and got her. My dad wouldn't let me go with them. So, it's like 1:30 in the morning and my mom has to drive all the way from Sumiton to come get me. I was being yelled at most of the time from them until when she picked me up. I was called such things as a whore, nothing but a fuck up, disrespectful bitch, arrogant bitch, me being a cheerleader has done nothing but make me have a shitty personality, i think i'm better than everyone else, i use my father for the beach and money, he also said don't make me remind you were you are from/live.. whatever that is suppose to mean.. ? So I go up stairs and lock myself in the bathroom so he can't be near me. I cry. cry. cry. til my eyes are so swollen. I don't want to go to sleep so I stay up crying on the phone with the guy i got in trouble with for being in his car and alysia. So, around 7:00 am. my mom finally gets there. I go down stairs. Thankfully everyone is asleep. But my bags are no where to be found. So i have to wake my dad up and ask him where he put my bags. He is like I'm not telling you. I'm not stupid your mother would never drive all the way down here just to get you. You called those boys you were with last night to come get you, and I'm not letting you go anywhere young lady. So i'm like walk outside she is sitting right there. He goes outside and to his surprise she is there. So he tells me where he hid my bags I get them and leave. NO I haven't talked to him since. I left my dang digital camera down there. =( He has officially ruined mine and his relationship. I hope he is happy. Yes, I know I did something stupid. However I didn't get hurt, and I shouldn't have been punished like that. Oh yeah he spanked me too.. haha who spanks a 16 year old. I'm sorry but that is sumin you do to a child. For a matter of fact he spanked me a very long time.. i told him if i had a bruise anywhere on me, that this wouldn't be the end of it.. so he just looked at me funny and stopped. He's so stupid... but why does thinking about this still make me cry??



My spring break is officially the spring break from hell. I don't think anything could possibly make is better. He has ruined everything. I hope he is happy. I will never be able to probably bring Alysia anywhere again. I know if I were here parents I wouldn't let her. Eff this. I hate crying.

1 wished you cared

Spring Break 2004 [26 Mar 2004|01:53pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I will be leaving for Gulf Shores, Alabama at precisely 4:00 this afternoon. Alysia Dawn Trammell and I are going to have more fun that you could possible ever imagine in your life time. No one or nothing is going to be able to ruin this trip for me. =) I will not be back til the next Saturday or maybe even Sunday. So I shall be gone for a loooong time. If you get this crazy urge that you must talk to me, call my cell. 205.902.2604



I really cannot wait. I love you and will miss yall. <3


xox.

What happens at the beach.. stays at the beach.

wished you cared

[19 Mar 2004|03:41pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Today was 500x's better than yesterday. Yesterday I woke up and my right eye was swollen and couldn't open it. So, I look in the mirror.. and well my eye has got all this disgusting looking crap in it and it is sooooo red. So, I thought well my sinuses were just acting up and I had slept in my contacts so I thought that is why it was like that. Went to school and pageant practice then mom came and picked me up she was like the pageant is in two days and i think that is pink eye. We gotta go to the doctor. Well, my doctor's office was closed so i went to the local doctor. there was 500 people in line, but since i babysit his children and use to be his next door neighbor he lets me break in front of everyone. I had to get two shots in my rear, and some medicine. I woke up today and my eye isn't red anymore, but my butt hurts so dang bad. haha. but its a-okay, since my eye is back to normal for the pageant.



the weather is so pretty outside today. i'm bout to go get ready to take some pictures. then i have pageant practice at 6 til 11 sumin... maybe later. =)


oh yeah... thank you for staring at me, alysia, and stephanie today.

1 wished you cared

[16 Mar 2004|09:15pm]
so today has been kinda boring.

i had pageant practice after school.. we practiced the openning number 500+ times. I don't ever want to hear the song Shake Your Groove Thing, ever again. I heard it waaaay too much today.


I have had a sinus headache all freaking day. A matter of fact, i have it right now. I think i'm gonna die if it doesnt go away. =\ my dad called a little while ago. I could be in the best mood ever and talking to him brings me down. He says i'm disrespectful. Well give me something to respect and then i will respect you. I mean if I have better character than you, why should i respect you. psh. i will quit griping. i just don't understand why he is like he is...

wished you cared

[13 Mar 2004|05:08pm]
sore throat please go away. =\

3 wished you cared

[11 Mar 2004|10:06pm]
new livejournal for me.
however, i'm keeping this one too.
drunkconfession

add it hoes. <3

9 wished you cared

[09 Mar 2004|05:51pm]
[ mood | bored ]

exit exams this week. so we do nothing at all at school, but sit and be bored..


here's some stupid riddles this cop told me. i thought i would share.

1. If you look at the numbers on my face you wont find 13 any place.

2. I'm long, hard, and full of seamen.

3. Take me off and scratch my head, what once was red is black instead.


answers to the riddlesCollapse )

Yeah.. 11 days til the pageant and guess what? I still don't know the first word of my monologue, nor do I have my talent, interview clothes, or any shoes for my dress. psh. I'm screwed. =\

wished you cared

[08 Mar 2004|09:04am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

"I've got you now."






hahahaha.

7 wished you cared

[05 Mar 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Yay!! I made it!!! Whooo Hoooo!!!









People who made it
Kristen Graham - Head
Katie Gurley - Co*Head
April Allen
Laniece Atkins
Heather Cooke
Kelli Gilbert
Ashley Herring
Nichole Isbel
Meagan Jacks
Michelle McLaughlin
Allison Owens
Meighan Parker
Britney Sefcik
Alysia Trammell
Stephanie Tubbs
Susanna Tubbs

Caitlin Williams

<3

1 wished you cared

[04 Mar 2004|08:56pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

I want to talk to someone that makes me happy, and makes me forget about everything else when I'm with them. . . maybe that person is you



btw, I'm not in all in a depressed mood.

2 wished you cared

[04 Mar 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

*NO school tomorrow. =)
*Cheer tryouts tomorrow. I'm nervous.
*Pageant practice Saturday morning.
*Moving stuff to the new house some this weekend.
*Seeing Daddy. First time since Christmas Break.



I wish I had a boy to spend my weekend with. =\

4 wished you cared

[03 Mar 2004|04:46pm]
[ mood | drained ]

the weather was so pretty today. me and alysia decided to go run during 4th block since it was sooo nice outside. cheer tryouts are friday. i'm still nervous, even though i know everything now. still there is the possibility of messing up while trying out.


but yeah-- midterm in geometry tomorrow. i hate geo. I must must must study. however i really doubt that i will. i'm so worn out.


I want need a boyfriend.

2 wished you cared

[29 Feb 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | procrastination ]

today was boring. i think i finally have the monologue i want for miss dora high now. i was kinda indecisive between two.. but well i think i know which one i want..


went and looked at the new house today. i think its just gonna be a temporary place. i think i may actually like it though.


tons of homework is calling my name. but i'm procrastinating. i have 2 whole pages complete on my 7 page spanish family album. that's a start.. kinda. have a whole bunch of history that needs to be completed, but its just sooo much writing. and yet i still have a spanish test to study for since i missed friday.


i meant to be working on my jumps for cheer tryouts this weekend.. and guess how many times i have worked on them. ZERO. oh well.. '


god i'm so bored someone call me.. i haven't heard from any of my friends allllll day!!

14 wished you cared

[28 Feb 2004|10:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]

the sumiton christian pageant was tonight. i was kinda disappointed in the top 10... and kinda the top 5.

Nikki, you did really good. those judges were crazy.


I'm moving in a week. i'm not for sure if its for the better or for the worse. Psh.. i try not to even think about it.


i wish you would call.


singleness is getting really old. it's really starting to get to me.. any takers??

7 wished you cared

[27 Feb 2004|09:18pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

thursday was fun last night. some really big man fell on me and alysia and we couldn't get back up. haha. he also stared at us every 3 secs and kept smiling. i think he thought we were lesbians because we had our arms linked together so we wouldn't loose each other. we also stripped because it was so effing hot in there. i have never sweated or been so hot before in my life. i believe i lost 10 lbs last night. it was fun though. even tho the pushing got on my nerves somewhat i wouldn't have traded yesterday for anything. haha



jeremy picked me up so i could take a picture and some girl comes up behind me and grabs my butt. i look at her and she just smiles. then she runs away. a few minutes later i turn around and she is standing right beside me... lesbian maybe?


but last night was great....

my ears are still ringing.


the end.

7 wished you cared

[25 Feb 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | good ]

so.. today is my birthday. yay. happy bday to me. haha. anyways.. things didn't go as bad as i thought they would. nope i didn't get a car. haha actually all i got was the story of the year cd from my mother. and well some stuff from my cousin. but, i'm suppose to go shopping this weekend and get something. so yeah--


anyways. i have cheerleading tryouts a week from tomorrow. i'm kinda nervous. i mean if i didn't make in what in the hell am i gonna do. i already have a boring life as it is. and without cheerleading i will have nothing. haha that's kinda sad.



i got a mass amount of random text messages from people i don't normally get texts from, and phone calls from people who normally don't call me. thanks guys. =) even if it was just to wish me happy birthday. thanks for thinking of me.



tomorrow is thursday i can't wait.... the end.


::edit::
Yay. Nikki direct voice talk connected (haha i guess that is what is called) with me and sang happy birthday. haha Thanks! Best singing ever... and i love your jokes.

15 wished you cared

bittersweet 16. [22 Feb 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

every since i was a little girl... i dreamed of having this great 16th b*day. haha ok i'm a dork to be posting bout this, but i thought bout it today. but as for me-- how is my birthday gonna be? not that great. I have always thought i would get a new or atleast close to new car. Begging for it all year, and my parents saying no i'm not getting it for you. Then I would wake up on my b*day and it would be out in the drive way after all. But.. NO. I get no car at all. Much less the kind I want. Psh. My birthday is in 3 days... but who really cares??




Maybe I have been watching toooo much T.V. in my life, and try to compare myself to all these T.V. perfect families. But as for me-----


I think I'm gonna have a sweet bittersweet 16th birthday.

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